It seems like my Soulmate still letting me be Alone this many years, as reason that I could become Mastermind if spend time with me earlier, if given money maybe it's just a lot of liquor and ice cream to decrease the pain in body? It's maybe Catatonia, but what sickness is it, why exist physical pain in body? Why Mental Medicine Manages it? Is it the colour of it because of alot of hotness, then green actually is more calming?
I really don't know what to do about my life, I just hope December is something better in life.
Why a Mastermind is their worry more than spending time together is the time in Jail in their mind? But it's been over long time ago, the Story of Mastermind is "I Would help Malome Lam" Escape from Police then Got Myself 2 Years Prison at that time, Malome Lam really looks like my brother, nephew and a person in I.M.H, it's 4 People Looking Like Each Other and there's 1 more in Plato Looking Like My Brother. There's also a Police YouTube Video that looks like my brother, I wonder what's going to happen, will my brother meet the Police and laugh? Why my brother's face is so common and not unique then? Is it just my eyes?
I think there's other Mastermind Stories if not (S), (A), (W) would've met me already? I wonder how much they saved for ezlink to go out with me, if it's $20/mth, 10 mths is $200, 17 years is more than $2000 saved to spend time with me? But they 3 will get Schizophrenia anyway, I dont even have $2000 is the shock, if Schizophrenia but to be calling me like a useless person is bad, it's not that I don't want to work too. Maybe I haven't found a suitable job yet.
If (S) really copies what I eat, it's really something known Daily? Did we eat at the same time too? Why (A) and (W) did not copy what I eat? Funny just wishing it's true.
To spend on $99 Laptop or Save is the point next month(in 2 days), funny can only afford like that in life. My life is really horrible. I think to just save money to not feel higher difficulty in life and just spend on Simba Line. I still haven't spent my time with Simba 400GB as have no one and no motive of going out at All. Celebration if not given money, I can't be spending too, only have Voucher to Self-Celebrate, really can't do anything my parents are like this.
I think like working at Jollibee and McDonalds Sometimes but Doctors didn't say such thing will happen at all? Why is it like that? How can I be stronger to just earn money? Why am I left only like that in life?
1 of my post reaches 16 Views but I think it's just a lot of Refresh I wonder why too that it's like not, who suddenly became to read a lot. It's maybe only 2 Readers and 1 Is Multiple People because of Connections(together reader group)? I wonder why it's like that they don't tell me they read.
Anyway it's tempting to taste the Chicken Sausage Spaghetti now but maybe later around 3 or 5 p.m?
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