Day 266 out of ward(314 on medications)

I dreamt of fighting as a Kung Fu flying around to fight, it's weird, then I woke up it's only 1+a.m, it means I slept too early and I was freshly awake or enough sleep at that time, I didn't take melatonin too.

Yesterday my blogpost have 0 viewers but 3 viewer on the main website, I think this means that it's been humans reading my blog that I don't know who, it's really weird the main page that people reach my blog is my Facebook profile, I really can't know who reads them, I just feel like adding back my friends 1 day but I haven't recovered yet, doctor didn't help me anyway about it, it's a loss of a lot of friends but I have to endure different lifestyle than other people.

Today I woke up around 7.30a.m then bought redbull and smoke 2 rolls of tobacco using 2 pieces of paper each, I feel the end of cigarette is so close seeing my storm king only have 1 or 2 rolls left to smoke, it's really a happy ending or not? I find the morning very nostalgic feelings and I'm happy about it, that I'm outside feeling the life and not in ward.