Wednesday, September 17, 2025

Life After Many Years

I decided to name it this way after years of life gone like nothing, it's over 15 years I feel sudden-37years old and thinking why it's not ending, just wanting to write stuff after so long.

Thinking matters of praying for peace like how others live peacefully just by praying, I spend my life now writing this using Android(hard) instead of Computer(will save up for this but g.s.t package?!), I am 37years old and thinking if my parents will buy me something because it still feels like just after N.S my life. So how others are more peaceful just by praying is amazing I definitely will pray once I am no longer flu etc. my life will feel complete and then shockingly at this age just memorizing "doa iftitah" too and telling people in this writing.

Today did my Solat Zuhur after so long of no prayers kind of life, I wish I have computer to write all these nicely using keyboard. December is so long to go, can't be getting Computer yet if rely on g.s.t package as life matters. When will c.c open to get a job? Cant be working as a cleaner I think it will be horrible? Only dishwasher is still nicer still. What should I do my life used to be like this for too many years I'm reaching 40 years old in 3 years?! I'm so old already.

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