Thursday, September 25, 2025

Still feel unhealthy

Don't feel like there's a shortcut to happiness at 37years old, wonder what happens at 38years old. I unpublish 1 of my post because it's like a spiked writings, the unhealthiness is really hated, it's like cigg. quitting moment the fear appear in heart(side effect of quitting cigg.), I wonder what can I do to feel better, the imagination is more than 12hrs after awake at 5 to 6.55a.m that I have nothing to do, maybe it's the spike causes it. Waking up earlier is either happy because sleep easier for nighttime or feel abnormal as wake up very early. I think going through 2nd try of quitting cigg. Whatever the bad feelings to ignore I guess. It's supposed to be like this anyway, if on nicotine patch, nicotine still enters body I think it's about the same, stormking is just a smallest tobacco packet for sale. I think I won't regret somehow can happen too, maybe it's just the 38years old then happy thing in mind. Stormking have sweet paper is why maybe sweetness was needed should've bought grape mentos then won't regret I guess.

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