Got CDC Voucher

My mother said if I will buy rice and oil if at home finishing then can use the CDC Voucher, so I used them to buy red bull just now, it's a happy ending like worries of money decreases due to CDC Voucher, what the government mean by "will do more if need" maybe they will give us CDC Vouchers again this year then I thought, so I really dont know. I check the price of big cereal is now $7.50 it's so expensive, in the past its only $5.50 I think then I last saw it around $6.75 then it became like this instead, due to war or it's normal? It's really weird to me.

I feel like buying contact lense or try to biz contact lense again in Singapore but it's quite slow money anyway but worth it too, really made a lot of money doing it before. I wonder why my family don't do businesses if it's an easy way to earn money like just resting a lot and managing money most of the time like spending price and reselling price, then the mailing price too. It's so easy business but nobody in my family doing it, I wonder why they rather work hard and earn a lot of money that way.

My life in difficulty most of the time then it's almost 1 year to require support or feeling in need of money it is bad and such a huge suffering, but nobody cares to talk to my parents about it, they rather I be craving for cigarette than receiving support to settle the crave and then a calculation that allows me to quit slowly, just quitting is like a bad feeling into my body then I have to feel it? It's really bad but they seem serious that "its okay to cold turkey and quit cigarette", it's really harsh why people can't be nicer to me and just accept that I'm a smoker that they need to support if need cigarette? Only my brother supports me.

I feel like nobody is reading me as fact but yesterday was a lot of views on my normal link, there's a new reader from TikTok I assume as she knows I write about Club Heal, but I really don't know it's maybe she just viewing my TikTok I wrote about Club Heal, I feel like attending Club Heal 1 day but there's no energy doing it to me, I wonder how I just wish I become a nice guy or good guy and just be going to Club Heal everyday 1 day to settle my schizophrenics feelings. I hope I gain friends but will Club Heal be okay too? Will everyone there be fine about it?

Maybe many people will be playing games all over again 1 day, I just hope such things happens because I'm bored like crazy, example business of Anbernic can be done to those people that do drugs because they will want to play games, it's better to have friends back 1 day, my game business definitely will be sold out I think. The addiction to playing games will be 24hrs kind of feelings and it's better to have someone playing games with me than being alone.

Today I receive a phone call from +1, I wonder where they got my number but I assume it's a scammer's movement I guess, because it's an odd number that many people experience then they just wear like a Police logo to scam people.

I wonder what to do in life, I hope Law people help me gain friends again, it's because Law is supposed to "help people", then they don't understand that I'm a smoker, then I remember if investigations the one to be interrogated will be given cigarette anyway, why can't they speak to a counsellor for me to help me anyway even if I'm a smoker. It's really tough my life then counsellor choose to help only if I don't smoke, as their ruling I remembered the conversation with Dr. Radhiah last year.

I wonder how long my life going to be having no friends, it's just 6 months to go to do O level then it's less than 6 months to "maybe studying again", I really need the connection and energy, friends could help me by giving me money too then Law didn't help people like connecting me to have friendship again. I really want to do business 1 day, then I started the facebook group but as I thought nobody would join unless they becoming a serious gamer or just likes gaming for fun or just like to hangout outside like drinking bubble tea and play games, I really want to have friends again to be doing something like that. It's too boring my life.

Anbernic I can sell for $50 each then buy for $40+, I think people will be fine about it, I wonder how to have friends to play console together on Netplay/RetroArch. I still want this fun plan to continue so that I can bump into random people at Fushan Garden then suddenly playing a game together, it's too boring my life, even at this age I want to feel what I have missed in life. My nephews my only hope that gaming life doesn't end but to go Sembawang is far, then I hope my 1st sister's family shift to Woodlands so I can bicycle to their place and play games together, it's too boring life like this.