Battery Drain of Phone

It's really Fast, I have a powerbank that I'm not sure of the charging speed if it still functions though, it would definitely be nicer life with power bank, I imagine a lifestyle but anhedonia created the loss of pleasure, like "what I would do? Only just to listen to music on phone after buying an earphone?", my happiness keep having something else like a spike into my lifestyle entirely, the spike created me to write a lot even after almost 2months outside ward, I'm definitely wishing to have a normal life. But to go out alone is it meaningless?

Normal life is hard to get, life have a motive if going out, celebration and solo-date must be bigger, maybe it's 120 days or 100 days then to go out further? McCrispy is special because it's a burger, then it's not always too. Maybe December is then a nicer moment to go city hall. I can't expect appearance of people it would've been nicer if no one looks like giving me money for real like it becomes into my thinking that I'm not sure, everyone is happy if receiving money. December will it be 100 or 120 days? Or that is January?

So my life just like this as the fact, with $70 on ownself and $140 in bank now as bought bicycle for $210, fixed seat etc. for $10 and installed brake is $50 just now, it's $270 spent for the bicycle's strength, almost $300 just for a bicycle. I still haven't add the bottle part and mudguard.

I truly feel like buying a laptop that costs $99, 12 inch only, would feel nicer typing, smaller is easier to write too. But I have no one to chat with, I no longer use msn too, my life is so different. Would I be using laptop in M.R.T like others who was having such lifestyle that I have missed? I really wish i.r.c lifestyle starts again and epul appear to get his 200+ friends to i.r.c then life becomes different having someone to chat with and updated of places that don't have News, like knowing a bazaar before it appear in news that's the benefit of having friends. I plan to use Dalnet for them.

Will doctors and nurses of i.m.h use i.r.c so easier to message? I wish i.m.h do such things 1 day, I remember(or it's a dream) like ever told doctor about it.

Should I work like Hotel Housekeeping, if there's any, wonder how to get though, it's like easy imagination then I would want to work, then I remember just wait for jobclub, maybe it's the spike making me wanting to write a lot.