Berangan Heroic Soldier

Don't know if it's the Spike, but my energy to battle it increases that I become a defensive writing and protection ideas. I don't know why it's let be as maybe it's the only recovery way, if to pretend no one read is like too much.

Tomorrow is November, Then December, Soldier is Really Close In Imagination, Can It Be Faster if ask Psychic - Because of knowing then a shortcut to skip bad backpain if become a cleaner job, then it's called job training with 3 hours of work, then I become soldier instead?

I also feel like selling portable ashtray, like can make a lot of money, as a salesman, I feel like people will want to buy to look cool everywhere with cig. and smoking beside blocks, I feel to find a cheap one that people don't buy online is difficult? How can I biz such I wonder like if it's a nice idea to just go to smoking places and wait for people being a salesman?

Is my idea good at all? People usually buy online anyway? *Sigh*, I think it's important like outside Al-Ameen there's no cig. spot at All, like can biz, will people be liking it? Selling at dangerous places(to throw) will be cool, but need smoking with cig. to show an example that the waiting person that want to summon ends up seeing have portable ashtray?

I wonder if it's a nice idea, it's better to earn money anyway and people usually don't see it as important except smokers that smokes alot. I hope someone help me I don't want a cleaning job at all.

If to sell at Yellow Box at Barracks will also be cool? Soldiers definitely smokes? Smoking creates a kind of happiness if no one realize that happiness actually heals body, it eases into a unique calmness to get rid of discomfort we have in body. It's really good for schizophrenia maybe that feel the dullness as too much and nothing to do becomes really painful, in the end even if it's not really the crave for cig. The dullness is too much quite unbearable, like no activity in waiting, like imagine smelly mouth during puasa but smoking makes the scent nicer, smoking really protects people from being called as smelly mouth.

Lighter maybe important as weapon during a soldier too, or during a fight, to interrupt or interfere a fight to flick the cig. It makes a man Manly, I don't like feeling so weakling.