Fitness to Work

I'm looking forward to Jobclub on 22 Oct, I wonder if will get any Salary on that Day For The Job-Training, I think it's a Complete of Life once I get a job at Jobclub.

To be earning and fixing my wallet is 1 of my goal as following the manly quote of fixing mind(current medications), body(body twist exercise), wallet(jobclub hopefully settles it), hope I become stronger in this 3 parts of my life.

My Dad Works Saturday to Thursday at His Age Is Amazing Health, I wish I can be normal health like that too, I hope Jobclub really give me strength to live my life. I hope doctors' plan is the best that I will do. I feel like needing to go out around 6.45am due to traffic jam maybe, Jobclub starts at 8.30am.

I wonder if I will ever learn martial art, silat especially. I became interested in Jeet Kune Do of Bruce Lee and saw their training is at Woodlands Glenn Only. But I think I won't go such. Bruce Lee Body is Small But Muscular, I need to exercise alot if Jeet Kune Do, if Silat maybe just normal body still will be fine. I'm 37 years old and talking this kind of stuff, it's Abit too late? I think psychic will need to teach me Martial Art to protect my family, I hope they teach me something 1 day.

I hope the Jobclub create the best new path of my life as have enrolled there's no turning back or I could be warded if I miss/skip Jobclub I think? I kept thinking would earn money on the first day of it already.

I hope to get at least a Degree in Life, if true everyone's dreams come true I wonder when's mine, Its 1 of my dream to be a successful person. Degree is at least Lt. rank if A Soldier I think, I really want to become a 🪖 that protects country, I just wonder if my health(mind) would be fixed sooner that 38 years old, I really want to know my success stories in my life from doctors but they won't talk about it yet.

If by Story, I definitely will get Master Degree in Computers 1 day as I know how to hack computer or their criteria is "to key some letters(alphabets) on to others' computer" to have a degree if I remember correctly, or it's a dream mix-up with reality? I definitely know how to do it. I hope I get a Degree in something.

I don't know what to read on psychology as nurses didn't give me what I should read, I truly want to be someone very intelligent like a Psychologist especially, I want at least A Cert in Psychology I think, I want multiple certs due to my ambition in life, to be a psychic level person that can care own soulmate by psychic power. I wonder if I can be successful in many ways once I have recovered.

Everytime I take medications, I feel a burst of energy to do well in Education if I can recover, I want to be Somebody in life, not just a worker level of person. I hope the stories of 38-41years old I save $50K is true, means 42 years old onwards I will be taking my Degree at least I hope. People become doctors at age of 40-50+ usually we see at Clinic no doctor is 20+years old, no matter what. I think I have enough time to become Somebody by 42 years old if I truly recover at 38 years old(info of recovery is from psychic doctor - my psychiatrist), I definitely believing him.

Other than work, at December or My Moment of Getting Money for Research of I.M.H, I will buy a Fishing Rod then wait to go Fishing with Someone if not Alone by Testing to Throw the Bait First definitely the way, knowing to Reel In is Knowing When The Bait have Been Eaten By Fish, then it should be enough knowledge for Fishing. I want to be a Successful Person in Gaining Something For My Family Too(at least fishes), if I can't Work due to My Schizophrenia Sickness.

Some call Schizophrenia as a Disease, It's Maybe a Sickness or Illness(I hate this vocab Abit), I think it could all mean the same thing? The recovery looks reachable just the days passing by kept being calculated by me. Tomorrow is the 60th Day, a Happy Success for me wishing for recovery faster.

I'm searching for what to do at night about my bicycling at night to be a lot 1 day, I definitely bought the hoodie for this reason, so maybe it's not work, because it's a hoodie, but if it's a parcel sending job maybe? I maybe will want to search for friends but I don't know how to make friends already at this age, it's too old to regard hangout as something normal, people at this age maybe already have children and working a stable job, unlike me just still trying to Fix My Life.