Tuesday, October 14, 2025

Hungry Man + Exercise

Feeling Hungry and Relaxed From Exercising My Arms, I Feel Nice From The Exercise It Makes Like Wanting To Do It Many Times, The Arm Spinning Exercise Is So Good.
I realized it relieved my body alot from the restlessness I've been feeling. I even imagined Akathasia/Akathisia or Restless Legs Syndrome that Doctor Didn't Care About Me As Require To Tell Maybe? Or It's a Punishing-Theory But I Was Spiked As Fact.

I'm Waiting for Rice To Cook To Eat Black Squid, The Hunger is Strong, I bought Prata Telur Just Now To Eat Downstairs and Money Goes Down Quite Fast, First Milo, Then 1.5L Green Tea and Prata Telur. My $40 Until End Of This Month Will Survive From $50 I.M.H Research On 28 October, I Will Survive, Hahaha.

I Truly Feel Like Buying $99 Cheap Laptop Instead of "True Singapore Ghost Stories" Books, About Feeling an Easier Life. It's $61 Cheaper Anyway Than The Books Costing $160 For Whole Set Of Volume 1-27.
Maybe I Will Wait For December To Buy The Books, Or Even Next Year?
Will I Meet and Talk To Doctor When I'm Outside Living My Life? I Really Hope For Such Thing To Happen Because of "Can Know Things From Psychic", I Really Have A lot of Questions and Everytime Doctor Didn't Talk To Me, He Believes The Only Thing To Say To Me Is "Just Eat Medicine", Means My Questions Can't Be Answered Yet Or Have Been Answered Then Due To Memory Loss I Think It's A Dream? Means Doctor Will Go Fishing With Me 1 Day? I Can't Wait, Fishing is a Long Duration With Doctor Can Talk A lot.

My Questions Will Be Like "Will I Live In America For 10 Years?" Then If "Life is Like My Imagination Was Answered As 'Yes'" I Really Can't Know This Somehow, Maybe It's True And I Will Live 10 Years After 41 Years Old? My Dream To Become An American Soldier Will Be Achieved? I Want My Health First. I Just Like The Poster-Image of True Love Is Protecting Wife, Becoming A Soldier, "Brotherhood"(Friendships) To Strengthen Each Other, Having A Son To Care And Guide. I Really Want To Achieve a Good Life.
What Can I Do To Feel Nicer Now? Exercises, I Truly Feel Like Checking Library About O Level Books, I Wonder If Have Any Luck. It's Maybe Not November and December Yet?
I Hope I Will Not Suffer From Waiting For Money, It's Bad Like The Only Way Are Only Work and School For Money. I must do this survival.

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