Mix Memory, Is My 2 Minds Merging?

I remember schizophrenic moments that I don't take medications, I remember I take a plate of chilli tuna to the elevator and comes back home. At that time I heard someone hungry and must share Abit. The voices, why is schizophrenia not insanity then?

Why this memory happens? It's rare to occur, memory of schizophrenia I should have forgotten, doesn't this mean the medicine is working? It can't be the spike, spike like promoted memory loss.

I was lucky people didn't see my odd behaviour, the voice also to indicate police that I eaten as my thinking, to show at the camera. Why did this happen to me, it's my favourite food too. Why it's like insanity like how I can get my soulmate like this? If my soulmate around maybe I survive stronger?

It's to create no worries as I have eaten food, the imagination from the voice someone in Police camera asking me if I have eaten. A proof and evidence I ate. Weird man my behaviour.

What trigger this memory, is it a lot of drinks? I drank a lot yesterday.

I remember like in the past maybe i was warded 'today'(imagination of a repeat), then this time today I'm not warded. The actions of repeats from my family like on purpose to remember stuff then they don't tell me what it's about.

I feel like buying prata now just a quick writing of my memory and happiness abit only like ambitious I would recover sooner.