That I have gone through 17 years Living Like Nothing, The Memory Loss is Shocking Me, It's Like The Foetus Projected Images To Tummy(Me Inside) As Reality Too, It's Too Much To Lose, Feeling Nothing While Others Experienced A Working Life, and Living Their Life.
I lost Relationship Experience, But Islam Method is Different It's Not Relationship before Marriage, Will I Get To Do This Then? I Did Not Experience A Nice Working Life, Those I Can Remember Only Worked At Toppan Forms and Big Fish Small Fish. Others are Like B.C.S Data Entry, That I Was Having Schizophrenia And Didn't Enjoy Myself At Work.
It's Reality I Just Have To Live My Life Continuing From 37 Years Old, Then After Recovery To Take O Levels Or During It? I Will Be Fine Like Communication With Others Will Be Well? I'm listening to Gold 90.5 F.M Now, Wishing and Hoping For a Life That's Relaxing, Kiss 92 F.M Is Nice Too, It's Like Life Kind Of Music, If Malay Radio It's Like Sad Sometimes Because Of The Lyrics.
Maybe I Will Experience The Recovery First Before O Level? I Hope To Be A Nicer Education Person.
It felt like not real this life because 17 years just gone like that. I didn't achieve anything and my family didn't worry at all, it's weird maybe it's doctors' plan to play-along like I have to work that's all? It's 3 more days until Jobclub, it's finally the end and start of life or not? Will there be a chance to be a successful person in life? I hope there is. My life's still nothing and weird this have to be normal for me.
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