I think it's been Since Sept 17 I posted stuff and nobody contacted me on Facebook. My heart like became warmer looking thinking it's a kendarat in white and she kendarat or something, then nevermind.
My life's thinking it's the end and a new move-on level appeared, it's like psychosis or hallucination and delusion, I experience this unfairly in life, then to lose people is like seeing the death of a communication, means if she's getting married I will never communicate with her anymore, it's like i have different belief. I think like I will never feel heaven and never see her in heaven it's like 73 different islam story and only 1 is the right path, means we are in different belief? I think like such, I will never communicate with her anymore?
At least the end of hallucination is coming up like (A) was last seen with a guy in Instagram means she already moved-on and girls simply just get guys easily, means promises are all the lovey-dovey moments, I think I would try around my luck in Alamakchat but then there's nobody there, the chance of getting a nice girl is like 0 in the world at this age, I think I'm finished with having nobody, but didn't she(W) answer "a doctor"? Means it's only a make-up stuff? Then will I recover at all? Means her answer is hope about psychic answer became like matching again. Will I truly become smart and intelligent? When will I recover I really want to wake-up from this bad life? Doctors and nurses please help me.... What answer is the truth?
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