Soulmate Shortcuts?

I don't know I feel like leaving my post up and not delete them, I think if I experience a lie detector if I wanted to Molest, I'm still correct answer as "No" and I like to try the lie detector, like asking if my Soulmate is .., then they can ask Wali Allah and psychic they definitely will say the same thing? I feel like I know my Soulmate, I don't know if it's schizophrenic or not because I can't really remember well what psychic would say, I really want an end, to meet my Soulmate and have Babies Later Age as if have fast Baby Will Fall Sick Everytime "Because of Smoking", there's definitely a way like why not psychic and Wali Allah plan for me the dates with my Soulmate won't it be nice, then can guarantee have no babies this way?

It feels like Police will get involve as I think "my Soulmate is .." etc. then what would I feel, why are they letting it be like not matching me up other than "if too early baby will sick everytime"? I know there can be a way to be outside together with my Soulmate while they being psychic will believe I still will have Baby, why is my life like this then, can't I just be happy with my Soulmate a different way?

How will it happen that I get in touch with my Soulmate after 17 years being alone? Will she read my blog? Is there no way to allow us to Whatsapp or SMS each other at least? Why is my life like this?

I think Soulmate Shortcut is Lie Detector and Proven Way That Someone Actually Reads Me Other Than Thinking If Have A Stalker Means Not Schizophrenic But Someone Just Monitoring if I Would Write Any Nonsense.

When is the faster end to this? Is it June Next Year As I'm 38 Years Old I Will Be Happy Does It Mean I Will Meet Or Contact My Soulmate? Will Psychic or Wali Allah Tell Me What I Will Be Happy About?

I Hope It Becomes a Multiple Happiness: Become a Soldier, Understand to Speak Mandarin, Understand To Read Arabic, O-Level Plans Confirmed Kind Of Talks or Discussion With Family, Get In Touch With Soulmate, I Become A Wali Allah, Suddenly Really A lot Of Money, My Family Talk On Ways They Think I Can Recover More, I Not Jobless If Not Soldier - A Fix Healthy Job That I Do More Than 6 Months, Cured From Schizophrenia, Really Buy A House

I Really Hope It's The End Like That, In January I Would Read Iqra Last Page Many Times To Memorize Arabic Language Spoken Ways, Like Alif Is A(As In "Ah") I(As In Alphabet "E") U(As In "You"), Means Understanding A(As In "Ah"), I(As In Alphabet "E") Can Understand The Rest As Replacing Into "I" and "U".

I hope my brother gives me money too on November and December so I Have More, Life's Hard I Think I Can't Survive Well, I Really Got My $100 Of I.M.H Research Today And I'm Happy About It, I Hope I Survive Well This Year, December Is Just 1 Month+ Away and It's Like Imagination of 6 Months To Go(Until 38 Years Old) To Recover.

I Think My Memory Really Makes Quitting of Cig., It's For A Healthy Baby That I Don't Know Why They Can't Confirm Me Contacting My Soulmate, I Really Have To Be Patient, Isn't 17 Years Patient Enough Already, Can't It Be Not 20 Years Too? I Hope They Have More Things To Say To Me Because If Not It's Just Telling Me To Eat Medicines.