I Am So Happy of Being Successful For 50days Outside Ward. I took a Photo as Memory and As 1 Year is 365 Days, I Also Plan To Take A Photo Every 60 Days Too, It's To Feel Like a Phase Of Life I Have Done 1/6, Something Like That Until 360 Days, Then The 1 Year Itself Too. So It's Around 10+ Photos Maybe A Sketchbook Or Drawing Block Pasting the Photos 1 Day, It's a Memory of Recovery Being Created. I Will Buy a Sketchbook or Drawing Block To Paste My Memory of Success Maybe Using Sprocket or Something Similar as I Think My First Sister Have 1.
The Idea of Celebrating Is Just Going City Hall Maybe On The 60th Day To Places Like Marina Square or Bugis To Check On Chest Bags. I am Planning To Buy 1 At Amazon That's Brand "Ocean Pacific", It Sounds Very Nostalgic and Life Like Will Happen Again, I'm Already 37 Years Old Just Making Ownself Happy. But What Will I Have It For? Is It Really Only For Fishing? Seems Like It, What About December I Maybe Will Buy A Cheap Laptop Too To Feel My Ambitious Life With Laptop Outdoor That Didn't Happen When I Was Teenagers. It's Something I Missed.
50 Days of Successful Medication At Home Is Truly Something, I Also Feel Maybe I Should Wait Until 1 Year Before I Start Getting a Job To Focus On Medication Alone. Maybe It's a Nice Outcome That I Know How To Handle and Maintain Myself If Doctor Claim I No Longer Need It As It's My First Time I Have Taken For 1 Year Straight Causing Recovery? I Ever Heard "Medication is Permanent Cure" In I.M.H, Definitely I Will Cure From Schizophrenia That People Say There's No Cure Of It But Just Like A Stabilizers From Medicine. I Really Want To End The Pain Of Schizophrenia, It Got My Life Miserable and Stressful.
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