Feeling Busy

Done, Was Sending My Tracker Device For I.M.H, The Schedules Are All Done And I Feel Rested Now, Like The Panic Only When Thinking of Jobclub, 1st & 29th December is I.M.H Appointment, My Luck Thinking Of Rest Still Have The Friendly Jobclub to Think About. Really I Maybe Can't Rest Yet.

Today Saw 3 People Looking Like My Older Brother Again, It Made Me Think If It Was A Timed-Schedule, As It's Again, It's Not Dejavu I Think, It Is Like Dejavu Too. I think it's my Schizophrenic Eyes But They Really Have His Features.

The Expiry of My Simba Card is Reaching To Be Extended In About 10 Days, It's Fun Feeling Rich With Simba, People Maybe Don't Understand How Data Can Just Make People Feel Rich - 1stly When Think of Data, WhatsApp Calls Are Like Free, Messages Can Be A lot Using WhatsApp, Browsing Of Facebook and TikTok can be continuous the Entire Month, It is Really Fun. I Really Became a Fan of Simba. I only used 459MB Now This Month Out of 400GB, Really Have Nobody To Contact Except My Family Members and Abit Of I.M.H Workers(Like I.M.H Research, Maybe Occupational Therapist and Nurse), That's All I Have In Contact With.

Plato Kind of Chatroom Don't Have A Regular Type of Normal Chat - I Don't Feel The Fun in the Chatroom If In Bus, Chatroom Must Be Like I.R.C Then It's Funny And Continuously Getting to Know People.

I Think Of Trying Plato Chatroom Again But My Name Been Writing Nonsense Before During My Schizophrenic Moments, Like Meant To Be No Friends At All.

I'm Happy How I Only Have Until December To Survive This Difficulty With G.S.T Package, I Hope Government Really Becomes Like Australian Government Giving Money Monthly To People, I Really Hard To Survive With Schizophrenia Have Difficulty to Explain That "People Can't Work Like Disabled" And Require Insurance But Don't Get It, Doctors Maybe Are True That Work Can Happen - But Occupational Therapist Knew Like Requiring Enough Stamina But I Think It's Just My Weight Gained Causing It, I Need To Decrease My Weight.

Today Bought 2 Roti John, 1 Makan and 1 Packet - Feeling Having Enough Food Is Nice.

I Just Now Imagined Of Getting Married With Having Baby On 19 June When I'm 39 Years Old Taking My O-Level, I Really Can't Wait For This I Really Hope I Get Married With My Soulmate. I Really Can't Do Anything But Just Wait These Many Years Because Of "Not Taking Medication Correctly" But This Time I Am - Finally After 20 Years? I Hope I Will Do Well Taking The Medicines. A Lot of Memories Really Came Back When I Take Medication But I Think Of Voice-Senders, Dual-Statement in A Tone/Tune Kind of Talkers, I Really Can't Do Anything But Remembering Doctor Again Is "Just Take Medicine" As His/Their Wish, I Just Have To Believe It's Really Like That To Have A Normal Life.