Imagination Excitement

My Mother is Lucky To Get To Use Her Simba Line Like That(At other countries), then it's actually $10/mth despite using in other countries. The fun of life is like that, how we get to spend what we pay for, then I don't know what to do even in December. I really hope the hacking job is in December. I really want my life normal again. The worse situation I can think of is only June Next Year, then (S) to contact me Maybe July Next Year even, why is she taking so long anyway? Her Line haven't expired yet I guess.

I'm happy how I've sent my Bank Book Image to Jobclub then tomorrow maybe they will contact me on the Job Training, I really hope it's not causing backpain to me and I can really be strong doing it for 3 hours 2 days weekly. I really want to be healthy, if it's 180 Days maybe it feels like 1 year is closer, it's only 150+ Days I've been taking Medication, I hope the health happens in December like a sudden memory-comeback to me and I began to feel healthier, I really don't want to Suffer anymore in my life. It's too much suffering then losing memories of my family members, then the far ones I really can't remember if family or friend of my mother. It's odd.

Everyone in my family seems stronger than me in everything about living life, I'm like useless just laying on Sofa today, I managed to sleep back after waking up at 7.30 to eat medicine then 12.30P.M Waking up from sleep. December I really need to go somewhere to feel healthy, I can't be in difficult life for so long, life is too harsh already.

Tomorrow onwards is the day of start if eating Chicken Chop with Tomato Rice as a Healthy Food for future babies(inside me still), as I remember doctor claiming I will have a sick baby if have a baby, then he doesn't think yet I'm not married then can't have a baby yet anyway, wonder why doctors don't just let me spend time with my Soulmate.

Doctors can't do anything I guess because my future babies is said by them as Psychics and Hackers, means Doctors really want to care my life. I remember Doctor wanted me to become his Son I think, then it becomes Odd of course writing this down or Doctors tell me why my memory is like this 1 day.

I remember of wanting to be in Relationship with (S) and doctor was around to help with making the Loveletter, I really feel happy that I remembered I have ever spoken with (S) and told my feelings after a long time, I don't know when I forgot that I ever told her, it feels like she's unreachable in my life, I really love her my entire heart and hope she becomes my future wife. I really have no one and I'm reaching 38 years old next year, old already to look for other girls, it's like too late, there's no more nice girls in the world anymore, life is too harsh on me.

I hope that Working as Hackers for Mental Hospital will bring me great richness to my life, I also hope doctors remind me when I will take My O-Level as I really want to feel the stress of like a stupid person ends. I really feel like a stupid person even if I'm top in the game(worldwide) of "Whose got the biggest Brain?" - I really was not rewarded for being top person by government, I really hope government gives me something.

I really want to live life as a working man that earns money, since fishing life is still like far to get, I know Jobclub can make me something, especially doctor told me my O.T is the Best Occupational Therapist in I.M.H, means maybe she really knows what's best moment for me that she didn't call me yet to Go Jobclub. It's like I set my own timing anyway by giving Bank Book Image late. At least she rested my heart from the panic of rushes to complete about I.M.H Appointment.

I think if I remember, it's actually next month I will go City Hall and got to know about My Woodlands Friends even meeting (S), (W) and (A) at there, as the gathering is from Doctor that even my Niece and Her Real Father would be there with Her Mother in a split way as knowing my Future is like a Gangster due to what my friends are like. Means they just getting to know who my Woodlands Friends are just helping me from shock about my Future. If it's not next month I wonder when is it? I know have story in my memory like that. It's hard if I don't write anything, it's like I'm actually going to lose everyone and new life really starting for me. Remembering only 2 readers in the past, I think it's safe to write still. I remember like: I have no friends because they will be hanged till death, means my life became to start from Scratch of finding new people and I really maybe going to U.S.A for Hacker Job as a Soldier. I hope doctors give me a clearer vision of my future, if I have no friends and my family are like this to me, how am I going to enjoy my gaming life again? Gaming with Doctor like Story of World of Warcraft together really happening in my life?

I wonder when I know it's December or At Least June Next Year That Doctor will appear near my door for the Soldier Recruitment that will end my stress thinking about Jobs as I become a Hacker Soldier for S.A.F, Mental Hospital and O.C.B.C, but what about the Pallet Job from Community Centre? Is it really happening? I feel like cycling to C.C if the renovation is done so that I got a Job 1 Day, isn't the Pallet Job from Jobclub then? I hope this thinking really ends and I know about Soldier Job kind of life.