Jackpot Feelings In My Life

• Memorized Asma-Ul-Husna 99 Names of Allah - To Enter Heaven
• Zikir "Ya Hayyu" 100,000 Times - To Recover From Any Sickness
• "Look" Brand Bicycle
• Adidas Hoodie
• Long sleeve Hoodie(Dark Blue Like Psychologist)
• Fashion Brand Black Sling Bag
• Jogging Shoes
• My Wallet(Horse Imperial Brand)
• Simba Line Plan(400GB Data)
• Simba Number(80244202)

I Think I Have Done A lot More Zikir Too But 100,000 Times is The Most That I Feel Satisfied To Recover.

Other Jackpot Feelings That Is Yet To Be Done or Completed:

• Mandarin Language(Speak) Until HSK 2
• Iqra 1(Read) Last Page(At Least 1 Month Daily)
• Car License
• Tamil Language(I Definitely Want To Learn Too As Live Singapore)
• Arabic Language(Understand Vocabulary) 1 Day
• Business: Portable Ashtray
• Business: "If Grandfather Alive What Biz He Would Do?"
• Hacking Hobby and Computer Games Again(Insert Software, Run Software, Hack)
• Learning Psychology To Counter Schizophrenia
• Become a Soldier
• Complete 1 Month Probation of "Cleaning Training" in Jobclub.
• Buy Fishing Rod
• GCE O Level
• GCE A Level (I Really Don't Know If I Can Do This Too)

I Know I Will Do It, There's Only Some Matters Left For Jackpot Feelings in My Life. I Hope I Can Do It By 38 Years Old The Rest Of Jackpot Feelings.

I Really Want To Feel Complete In Life.

Most Jackpot Is Definitely If Getting Out With Sakinah. It's Like a Delusion But If She Knew If I Go Out With Her I Become a Bad Man(Drug Dealer) And Helping Me By Not Going Out With Me Even After So Many Years, It's Like She Already Participated in Caring My Life. I Hope She Really Cares About Me, She's Definitely Addictive To Go Out With Causing Me To Want To Become a Drug Dealer Mastermind To Go Out With Her Daily. I wonder when Doctors will help me about Her or My Difficulties in Life Like I Don't Want To Suffer A lot. I Always Feels Like In A Rush or Panic, Maybe It's The Spike Though.

My To-Do List Definitely A lot. I Just Want To Be Someone Successful In Life Still.

Why Can't Doctor Let Me Just Focus On Medications As My 6 Months Long Job Is Soldier Job, Means I Really Don't Have A 1 Month or 2, 3, 4, 5 Months Jobs 1 Day? Then The 6 Months Become 3 Years? Who will think for/with me About This Life of Mine? Will I Be Okay?