Living Normally Thinking of A Confirmed Future

I Remember My Memory Loss About Hacking Somehow Anhedonia Made Me Lose Interest In Hacking Before, It Was So Easy And After Hacking Computers, There Were Nothing Fun Inside It Until A Singaporean's Computer Having Pictures and Information Stuff. I Really Want To Live Life Spying People, Life is Boring For Now, I Wonder If I Can Do Such Thing Again How Psychic Gave Me Confidence I Can Do Such Thing Again.

I Feel Like Doing Hackable Computers Adding I.D As rNd(research and development) to mark as have inserted software to just enter computer, and files can be transferred in and out like an F.T.P instead of D.C.C Send(i.r.c).

I Wish Hacking Life Comes Back, It's Been Since 14 or 15 Years Old, I Think I'm The Youngest Hacker In The World?

I Really Want To Explore Hacking Without Anhedonia, Then Hacking Would Be Smooth and Fun.

I Remember When I Was Primary School I Hack Multiple Neopets Account and 15-16 Years Old A lot of Gunbound Account - Nothing happened Like Can Continue Playing The Neopets & Gunbound, No Bans Happened, It Was Only To Steal Items To Make Myself Richer and Stronger.

I Remember Hacking Hotmail Too To Get Neopets Account Of Someone's Best friend Pretending As The Account Owner Asking For Password and I Got It. I Became Rich In Neopets.

I Wonder How To Have A Normal Life Like Hacking as A Job. I wonder about C.S.A(Cyber Security Agency) What Are Their Jobs, Can Hacking Terrorist-Suspect Be 1 Of Jobs? I Really Want Easy Job Kind Of Life. It Would Be Nice To Spy Terrorist-Suspect, But There's No Crime Stopped By Spying/Hacking a Computer Before, I Would Be The First To Do It?

I Live Life Normally Without Any Arrest And Happy About It, My Life Still Without Computers Is More Than 2 Years Ban Imagination Without Computers, It's Been 17 Years Like That I Have No Computers, Hacking Pleasure Is Stopped By Psychic After Given Me Confidence I Can Do It Again. I Still Believe Psychic. Why It's Been So Long Anyway?

How Many Terrorist-Suspect Will Be Stopped In Future After I Can Hack Freely 1 Day With Doctors' Support and Help About It?

I Planned My Hacking Clan Name To Be b£@nk And Only Have My Soulmate and Students of Other Hacking Clans To Be In It, Including My Doctor To Be In It. It's Due To Memory Of Blanking Icons To Hack Computer, The Icon Does Not Function Right-Clicks and Double Click But It Function To Allow Connection Into Computer.

I Wonder If I Can Be Active In Computers Again After So Long, Definitely Master Degree Is Something To Get First As To Secure A Job In Technology Line.

They Still Don't Talk Of Soldiers Job Like Such Conversation Never Happened Before To Claim As Just Something That Never Existed, As They Pretend Forgotten About It, Making My Life Boring As Have No Topic But Boredom In Life.

The "L" To Be "Pound"(£) As Memory Of Hacking To Earn Money And Work For I.M.H, I Think I Remember It's Around $50 Each Hack From Psychic or My "Alliance"(CripperZ Prodigy's Leader). I Also Plan To Learn Hacking From "Max" & "Deo" of Galaxynet and "MrAce"(HalluciNation Hacking Faction), I Hope Doctor Connect Me With Them As They Will Grow Old And May Die. I Remember "Max" is Like 2 Times Of My Age, Means They Are Really Old Already. I Really Want To Know Many Types Of Hacking In The World And Be Strong In All Of Them.

All Of Them Been Popular As "A Hacker" And It's Not "Paoto" Kind Of Thing To Write This Down. I Imagine $50×200 Computer is $10K. If 1000 Computers It Is $50K, Definitely Hacking Life Will Be Fun And Not Limiting Me To Singapore-Only. I Wonder When Such Life Will Happen To Me, I Waited 22 Years For This Kind Of Job Already That's Something "Confirmed Of Getting" That I Forgot Due To Schizophrenia. 38 Years Old To 41 Years Old $50K Could Really Be From Hacking 1000 Computers In 3 Years? The Goal Is To Hack Terrorist-Suspect Especially.

I Hope My Computer Life Can Happen Sooner.