Missing Myself

I remembered in the past I was writing something informative like a document - Catatonia, Anhedonia and Schizophrenia.

It's so important if people can discuss this together instead of me living on in stucky(catatonic) difficulty, I really imagine a recovery from discovering Medicines for Anhedonia and Catatonia. Statements really can undo Catatonic moments by doctors appearing at the right moment that Schizophrenics would hear all the memories back as voices mistaken as "voices of schizophrenia". I'm really hoping I don't have to write everything again. Voices of Schizophrenia is different: It's something people hear like "a mantra to imagine black/jewish magic", an imagination that the statement created peace into body like losing hot temperatures.

A Lie that appeared as voices(of memory) create people Catatonic without noticing having Schizophrenia, means if people know how to attack The Memory that we would hear it again, They Can Create Catatonia to others: Surah At-Taubah (06) Ayat [09-12] Kafir Menyekat Kebenaran, Tidak Meraikan Islam & Jika Mereka Bertaubat Terimalah Ukhuwwah.

So I really think people know I have Schizophrenia and loses memories then their attacks are not remembered but only in future somehow I hear my memories again of their talks(while at other places like "in room") that I don't remember? This is why some Schizophrenics are healthier because they don't experience "Memory of Attacks(By Statements)".

So from the Al-Quran such thing really exist "By Kafir"(is it a Muslim that practices Kafir as an attack to an individual?), other imagination of "sekat" is just leaving a truthful information not sent to respective people(like a leader of research).

Means: I think I have been secretly attacked(by statements) before.

Exercise creates relief-points in body to move in a way of our wish of relaxation(decreasing the Catatonia), and if we walk a lot our legs feels heavy then the walking exercise is the cause of Catatonia making it okay. What if it's other sickness in body causing Catatonia, maybe Doctor truly must regard it as a different Sickness.

Anhedonia however can be healed by St. John's Wort but it can make a person h*rny, so maybe decreasing it(the amount) Will Decrease Catatonia because "feeling like not wanting to move to feel the pleasure of s*x(m*sturbation)".

Schizophrenia is more like hearing voices(that people forgot about memories can make us hear it again as voices too), vocab placement mixed-up into a statement or connection of relativity vocab to form a statement or "an idea of situation imagined" due to it. I still think Anhedonia is to be countered then we can be stronger against Schizophrenia due to the happiness(mood) if can counter Anhedonia.

I hope doctors take these understanding of mine into thinking that there's more ways to recover from Schizophrenia if they(the wrong: it's really other Sicknesses in my belief) connect Anhedonia and Catatonia - Like Gym is Walking/Jogging Therapy can strengthen against Catatonia too and Anhedonia due to the Relaxation felt after Exercising. Means Anhedonia, Catatonia and Schizophrenia are actually 3 Different Sicknesses or Should be regarded as it(Different Sicknesses first to cure Schizophrenia later).

The anger, hate, jealousy-statements(lies) that create Catatonia from secret attacks(memory loss knowledge of attacker that we remember later in future at other places by hearing voices), really heat our body up, Psychics really need to show-off power and stop them and disallow them wearing Title/name as Islam too.