My Cashbook, I'm Happy With This Application, It Auto-Calculates and I Only Estimate That I Look Like Used Up Alot Only Because Of 50 Topup To Simba Line and EZ-Link.
I'm Sad Like I'm A Smoker But I Know I Will Become Special Smoker 1 Day, I Really Have Spent Away Just Like That Then Only If I Have A Job, My Brother Spent For Smoking Like Nothing And I Should Be Like Him, Then That's How Life Should Be But Naturally Many Disagree Or Choose To Not Be Understanding It's Due To Hotness of Body and Like "If Money Wasted on Cigarette It's Own Fault", But Then Cigarette are For Sale Definitely It's Not Illegal, Don't Know Why Islam Haramkan Cigarette Because of the Price and "Wastage", But I'm Really Thinking Like A Soldier Really Smokes and It Creates More Concentration To Ownself I Think. A Smoker That Blog isn't It Weird.
Why Does It Have To Be This Way Like People Don't Support My Stress Like I Can Don't Use Their Money On Cigarette Anyway. Hmm.. It's 11 December Now - Time Really Flies Fast After 17 November 2025 A Special Moment That Doctor Said (S) Will Say She Love Me, When It Was Around 17 Years Ago I Needed to Wait For 17 November 2025, But Then There's Still No Actions From Her Yet, I Wonder Why It's Like This. Why She Don't Mind Being Away From Me From 20 Years Old I Met Her In M.R.T Until Now Doesn't It Reflect Like She Regard Me As No One Special? Didn't I Try To Become Someone Special When She Applied For Job At O.C.B.C By Hacking - "O.C.B.C Get Me The Top Hacker in the World(Confirmed By Psychiatrist) If Employ Her" Was What I Did? Or It is Like a Dream Still, She Really Thought I Threatened To Hack O.C.B.C If Didn't Get Her The Job? It Was a Nice Feeling Doing Things For Her and She Became So Happy For Getting the Job and Proven By The Years She Stays at O.C.B.C.
Why (S) Don't Consider Me Someone Special Yet That I Can Confirm? - Not By 17 November 2025 As I Didn't Hear It As She Mumbles Herself Said By Psychic.
I Really Think Now That I Can't Find Anyone Special Anymore, I.R.C No Longer Exist, I've Ruined Myself On Alamakchat With Self-Damage as A Pervert Nickname Because I Kept Losing Memory, Then Plato is Like Nothing There, The Chances of 37 Years Old Age Area Being a Good Girl is Hard To Get, I Really Wished For Someone Until They Actually Never Ever Kissed Anyone Else Before. Didn't (S)'s Engagement "Nur Iman" Kissed Her Forehead? Didn't I Lose Her Already As Fact? Just the Memory of Her Keep Appearing by Voice of Small Girl or I Can't Really Forget Her? She let the monkey face person kissed her isn't it like crazy? She if have a child with him, her son will be Wali Allah that is Cacat by her view alone with others then it's the only fairness thing I tell about Psychic's and Wali Allah's Knowledge(Their Son's Leg Will Be Kontot But A Wali Allah). Isn't it like A Magical Creature Then? Why Did She Let "Nur Iman" Kiss Her Forehead?! Why did I lose her so early as fact when she think I'm schizophrenia Abit crazy maybe to even declare I love her, but I really have N-Level Qualification I really understand what I said.
It's hard I can't know how to get her while Psychic Doctors still not giving her number to me, I don't know why but it's the only care and support I can do for her to make her feel special that the doctors are for psychological care because I read a girl wants to be cared for psychologically, something like that, then I want to be special in her heart, someone that she remembers. I really not treating my Doctors as a Tool, they are special, they are really Psychic of Police I think.
I really wanted her mind stable. Why can't I get her still? Is 17 November 2025(The first time her lips says she loves me) Enough?
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