I don't know how I can meet (S), I remember one of her question in M.R.T if she should accompany me to I.M.H, doesn't this actually mean she can meet me earlier if she wishes? She really think I will want to become Mastermind if she goes out with me as I will be addicted to going out to her and searching for money like a Rush.
Why a Police didn't monitor my life that it becomes nothing wrong that I won't become a Mastermind, then understand Psychological Attacks to my life causing me to feel difficult in life, my Difficulty have fairness like Government gives money anyway. The Assurance Package being on 5th December is quite sad and still feels long way to go. Jobclub haven't contacted me despite my sending of screenshot of bank book. I wonder when I should just wait I guess.
Why can't a safety for me be created if they worry I become a Mastermind, why is it this long my difficult life moments, 38 years old is reaching but they not reminding me about Ease that they will help me about.
I'm currently inside Bus writing this as happy getting to use my Simba Plan Data a different way, Bus feels empty less than 10 People on the 2nd Storey so I write my blog.
At home I'm going to cook barbeque chicken to eat with rice.
I think the injection will be enough to restrengthen me until 29 December that it maybe will happen again, I really wish and hope for (S) until now. In M.R.T she ever claimed she will meet me in Plato, but I really hope I get her number first, but sometimes I just have to like it As Long As Get to keep in touch with her 1 day.
It's been 31 years Missing Her Feels like entire life because I was a Small Kid at that time falling in love. I really hope she's fine and really just busy with her niece as not entertaining or talking to me anything for so many years. I really want a special place in her heart.
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