My other dream and death extension theory

I was riding on a computer seat that have rollers under it, then moving so fast on road and have a brake too, couples try to take my photo when doing something, a guy try to rape a girl in a car but require me to be there to frame me of doing it, something like this my dream. I assume the girl was blindfolded so he try to rape and the girl will think it's me when she open her eyes because I'm there.

Today even if medicine finishing, suddenly I feel my head became light and painless for awhile just now, I feel like I have recovered schizophrenia, I don't know why it's like that, it feels so nice then I wonder "if normal people feels this way", everyone are so much luckier than me in life, the people with schizophrenia in I.M.H looks richer than me in their life experience with android, they all seem fluent users while I'm like a newbie. Why even during my schizophrenia, my family did not give me money? Why they are richer in life than me - those with schizophrenia in I.M.H, I remember they all looks happier but I assume not taking medicine as spit them out in toilet maybe, because they became very childish in I.M.H. I remember they maybe don't remember we kept seeing each other in ward always the same people, because we don't take medicines at that time, means medicines are important to help remember, people that knows and hate us definitely want us to not take medications because it causes less pain and heat in body, the voices became lesser and less painful too.

I just ate Chilli Tuna 1 tincan with White Rice just now, maybe it's the cause of less pain in body too, I feel recovered awhile just now, but when I heard "kenape macam gini eh?" it's still voices when I think of it, it was a nice pleasant rested feeling from pain and heat, the surrounding feels normal just now. I still think people are luckier in life than me despite having schizophrenia.

I don't remember my other dreams, only the 2. Anyway I read about nicest sleeping hours is 9, then I remembered about a dying person will have like inward hollow area at the middle of forehead, so if half massage half of forehead leaving like a square in middle, the forehead that area will become like bloated I remember, means it's like theory of death can be extended if as long as it's not inward. It's because I remember that 1 Doctor is dying during RG477V exist, then if the doctor regarded me as a son, I feel bad if I don't remember anything or spend time with him with RG477V maybe(I know at least next year June will be enough time to buy), the doctor looks like my previous photo, and bald head. I remember it's this doctor I think. It's natural death I think. I just think of my old theory during my schizophrenic days, that making that middle forehead like bloat will extend death moments. --->|  |<--- massage like that leaving a space in middle, then my forehead middle area ever bloated. It's because I thought I was dying 1 time then I remember if dying people become blur-thinking, then I was blur a lot of times so I theory and do such massage to counter the death inward like-hollow forehead, like a dig.