I Truly Need To Take The Medicine So I Don't Waste Money Anymore, It's Such A Waste I Could've Bought 16 Chicken Chop That's $5 Each In The Past, Chicken Chop Used To Cost Only $5.
What Did Doctors Tell My Parents and Family, Why Am I Like That? Why They Are Not Sad I Wasted Money?
What Would (S) Say To Me? I Really Thought For An Instant Recovery At Johor By Wali Songo. I Really Can't Be Stronger Against Such Statements of Memories? Why Is The Small Girl Making Me Angry, I Really Hear Like It's Her Voice.
Wonder What Equal Pain Will She Feel, If At 20+ She's Still Fine Means It's Not Equal Age of Pain That I Go Through This, About Hadis Qudsi.
Why My Memories Replayed Like a Recording? It's Like My Body Exist A Technological Function To Record But It Autoplayback On It's Own Choice and Desire. Why Is The Small Girl So Bad???????!!!!!!!
I Really Never Did Anything To Her Before, It Was The First Day I Defended My Niece "Dina" From Her and She Did This To Me Without Getting a Beating At All! I Really Feel Helpless At That Time Like A Pull of Nerve Hearing Recovery, I Remembered It's The Small Girl's Voice! Just remembered!!!
Why Did I Experience This In My Life?!!! I wasted so many years and (A) and (W) didn't effort to be close to me at All, there's definitely other reason other than "Mastermind", maybe if have Babies, Babies will be Sick But Then What's The Actual Reason?! I Keep Hearing The Girl's Voice?
Wow, my life really gone for 17 Years and I'm A Sick Man With Stories of Anticipating Work Demand From My Mother That is 70 Years Old. I don't want her to die early is why I definitely try to be nice or not scolding her back, but why would it maybe cause her to try scolding me around?! Stupid Small Girl, she should've been in Girls Home! Women's Prison! But Schizophrenia and Total Freedom To Earn Certificate In University!! This is a Stupid Life Enemies Achieving Higher While I'm Still Stuck With Her Voice!
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