Secret Job

I don't know why I can't work long enough, it's December then Soldier Job still haven't appear in my life, I have no idea why I'm made to think like this.

I don't know why doctor don't just tell me what job I would do, if in the past he can tell me what my Facebook Name would be, what my blog domain would be, then this time they can't tell me what job I would be?

If I can skip questions easily because of having a job, life would be nicer. They really not telling me what job I would do. It's too many mixtures of stories, how can I end up as Pallet Job then Subway and Habanos, even McDonalds? Then Popeyes is the first thing from Jobclub?

Am I going to be at Popeyes for as long as Soldier Job? It's still 3 years to think of - 38 until 41 years old, that I will become more successful saving $50K at that time, but why is it like this?

Why doctor secret my job?

If I knew what company I would work at I would apply first then get to save and become stronger to meet (S) but my Job is a Secret that it's a question instead of an answer, doctors really letting me go through Jobclub this way, why doctor spoke of McDonalds, Subway, Habanos, or Night Job at Woodlands then? What am I meant to do in life?

If "Rezeki Dari Allah" how doctors won't just tell me where I would work? They definitely knows but just let me be thinking for myself. Why can't doctors just tell me easily I can ready myself up and become healthier easier I think? I don't have to be in so much stress of waiting.

How Doctors know I won't die yet and not just let me be a Hacker Job? Won't my Knowledge and Intelligence Become a Waste? I remember Watching 2 Stories of 2 Hackers that Committed Suicide, 1 Hack NASA, the Other is 50 Years Prison for downloading files. Hacker is really something that I can earn a lot from.

I'm definitely different type of hacker, I've never used Cabarnak Program before, I suspect it's a virus detected thing?

Hacker is really something if not the 2 Won't Commit Suicide, the achievement I can do is how high? Why Doctors won't spot Terrorists first for me to Hack and Gain Evidence then I can just do my life of spying because they are criminals anyway? It's nothing wrong to spy terrorist of what they are doing?

I'm feeling like dead bored nobody is helping me get (A) back too, the small girl really broke us up and wasted my life moments, 17 years is way too long and life's gone just like that, I could've been feeling nicer in my life but it's just like this the time goes on.

I don't know why I don't think I can be happier already, it's already old age but (S) didn't go out with me yet, it's like all my time is for (S) in future, small girl really had interfered my life into her choices I hope things don't go well for her, I wonder if she will get a Degree even, just my luck a bad girl getting Degree then think of herself as Smarter than Me to talk more bad stuff to me. I really bad luck just used to be living close to a bad person that love to destroy life and bully toddler.