Peace Granted In My Life

Hahaha it's the Assurance Package, I Finally Got My $600 and Happy About It.

I Remembered Again In B.M.C, That I Will Work A Job Starting from Letter "P", Means it's Popeye and Not Pallet Job? Or C.C Story of Pallet Job is True? I'm Happy If I'm Fit To Work And Earn In My Life. My Left Arm Feels Better Now I Feel More Confident To Do Job-Training and Work Again.

I Decided Not To Request Change Medicine Because I Remembered If It's Haloperidol That Causes My Body To Shake Like Crazy, It's Worrying To Me. The Akathasia or Restless Legs Syndrome, Is It Really Haloperidol? When I'm In I.M.H With Haloperidol I Survived It From Exercises? Is it Haloperidol Causes Catatonia?

This is Very Early in Morning I Wrote Blog, Just For My Heart To Feel Better. I Don't Know I Think It's Abnormal for a 37 Years Old To Be Blogging But Then I Feel 20+ Years Old Anyway Hahaha.

My Father Bought 2 Packets Of $3 Rice For Me, I Wish He'd Just Give Me $6 So I Can Buy Chicken with Tomato Rice For $5.90(10.30A.M - 12.30P.M), Then It's Better As I Would Throw The Tempe etc. From The Packet It's Not Worth It I Don't Eat Everything. But I Don't Know What To Say To Him I Just Eat The Packet Food Main Ingredient: Egg, Chicken or Paru, they label by First Alphabet On Packet To Tell Which It Contains.

Today is Also My First Day Trying My Thrasher Pants, It Feels Comfortable, Happy Have a Cargo Style Pants As A Daily Wear In My Life. Cargo is My Favourite Type of Pants.

I Kept Writing of "I'm a Hacker" At Plato I Wonder How Many Police Reports People Do Just To Disturb A Hacker Living Life. I Admit To Hacking At There And Telling What Doctors Told Me: I Would Become Friends With The Victims.

I Want To Try Learning Mandarin Language Today It's 30 Mins Long Really Long, I Hope I Can Do It Well. But I Think Maybe Some Day I Will Do 2 or 3 Parts of Mandarin Language. Doctor Like Don't Mind If I Learn or Not Though, They Really Knows I Guess I Wonder Why My Energy is Only Like This, It Should've Been Continuous 1 Part/Day. I Still Think In The End I Would Learn Mandarin Outside.

Today I Miss (S) As Usual, I Think About Why (A) and (W) Keeping Themselves Far Away From Me Though, "Mastermind" Again In My Mind, They Truly Helpful About It Or Actually Don't Care Just It Seems or Looks Like That Way? I Really Feel Enough With 1 Girl Only In The End, They're Just In My Mind Due To Schizophrenia Then Hearing What Small Girl Said To Me Especially About (A), Pretending As (A)'s Voice When She Speak Stuff To Attack My Heart and Mind, Just My Luck As Bad She Grew Up To Become a Bad Girl. She Used So Smile A lot When She Was A Baby Then I Guess It's "Aggressive Schizophrenia" I Would Call It, She Became Looking Very Grumpy and Big Eye A lot Angrily Bullying Toddler Many Times In Secret.