When I think..

(W) and (A) actually left me, they were with me in health but not in sickness, they didn't hang on, maybe there's other version of hanging on that I must believe, my life really just gone like that.

(S) however shows that my efforts are meaningless, she with monkeyface got together many years ago then leaving a memory like "it's going to be marriage" and she's going to be pregnant of her son the future Wali Allah. Psychics said that their son will be Wali Allah, then mine will be Psychics and Hackers, I will have more than 1 baby. I definitely want my psychics babies to select their mother, it's so hard if a baby can be created just by "having s*x", no one will try match me up with anyone then I will live a lonely life because of what they think of doctors said "baby will be sick".

I have 9 readers and 7 readers again like the days when this blog started, it decreases to imagine a few read first to call others to read too sometimes, then I really wonder who really reads. I plan to create this blog domain into bottles-uncapped.com due to "not to bottle-up feelings" and it will be unique expression and understanding, I remember doctor saying it will be 39 years old, but I remember once I start working properly I plan to register before doctor's words of it to not match and I become better and stronger of achieving something that's my ambition or goals to have in life much faster.

When I was secondary school, I've always wanted my own .com, blog is the best reason for it. It will definitely be nice.

I am also planning to create a forum that families everywhere can keep in touch that it have a password to access and register a username(write full name as signature of each post), then i know have families in Malaysia too, I really don't know except thinking of kampung, that have families at Selangor, so far away.

I wonder how to do it, will they all become savvy in computers, it will definitely be interesting that families actually communicate with each other about important things - like: new computer plans, new laptop plan to buy kind of advice, new games website like Nintendo Switch have new R4 Game Card, like release of Anbernic RG477V to announce at forum etc. but it would be something else just important news too like "there's a new place in Melaka to go holiday" something like this, to recommend each other as semua dah besar, just a communication point as we ambitious of being a good Muslim family that keeps in touch with each other.

I wonder when I will have such energy, what will the forum be called as? Should I make it just bottles-uncapped.com/forum even, can such thing even happen? It's definitely nice. Or just b-u-forum.com as it's where we share something even if can write on blog, if an offer is a lot like 10 or 20 discounts to share it's nicer to be on forum that our families can get first.