Wonder who

Always got a wrong number from Malaysia caller, I ever believed (R) about wasting my phone bill away as her motive so I became in having no money to contact girls I think, then I wonder if it's true or the same person. But then this story exist long time ago, I don't care anyway, it's weird I have to experience something like this but I don't mind as it's nothing I would answer.

Now is 10.34a.m, my blog readers really like limited into a thinking of importance as I remember about my uncle, he just creating lots of views as something to prioritize, but I wonder how many readers is it as fact, then if I'm not sure and it was last year, then is this year the same? Does my aunt and uncle still read my blog? As I will think as only doctors. It's just 6 more days and I'm doing job-training, I really hope Popeyes hire me faster as I don't want to be working for free, but it feels like Popeyes really don't need workers as I passby the restaurant its usually empty and few people, it's still good because it's close to Johor, and people from other country can get to know taste of Popeyes food first, like they have only in Changi Airport last time, Popeyes are really addictive chicken, they're so nice and my favourite. I hope I become a strong man to work normally, I realize whenever it's the end of medicine moment for new injection, the anxiousness comes back, I really hope the change of medicine doesn't have to be warded, it would be sad as I would panic more because on the 5th January is my job-training. I notice I would lose memory on things to do, like if I plan to shampoo my head, then I can forget(I use normal bodysoap anyway) and then not do it anyway. It's really weird, is it really the impact of finishing medicines? Maybe true medicines are important that I must remember this way instead.

I really feel the pressure if I don't have cig. or panic if money is finishing, then I don't have the communication to try ask my family for money, they really making me wait for 1 year? I think it's too harsh and I have no idea why they're like this but I'm still the best uncle and cousin in the world, what did doctor calculate of what would happen to me if I have money?

I think I just msg my mother if the pain is too much, and needing money, I really don't know why they like creating of something I should do(msg my family myself) to get money, haha. It's really no use. I really been taking medications for more than 6 mths. I remember it's the death of family members causing it I forgot I shouldn't be too happy with money.

Anyway my Mother's Jemputan as Selangor:

Just showing (S) their marriage really can make fireworks, it's really fun, if marry on New Year definitely a free fireworks to pose with and take photos. Just imagination. I remembered (S) didn't really care and tunang anyway at that time, I really don't feel lucky in life anymore and there's no way to confirm that she love me even if doctor saying she will say she love me on 17 November 2025. It's really harsh to have this in my mind then unsure.

I think it's really cool and they are maybe my far family because looks like me.