I'm at Day 170 out of ward on medications and total of 218 days on medications.
My Simba data usage is 2.48gb/400gb.
I don't go out for a long time even riding bicycle too, I still wonder what I would do at night riding bicycle 1 day as that's what doctor said but then I still have no idea what is it, maybe it's to work at Popeyes then I bicycle to work as it's just at M.R.T?
Today (S) most probably at home with niece, her life been the same for some years I don't know her niece is what age, will she really get the best aunt in the world by Psychic doctors about Guinness world record? Hahaha. It's cool to be chasing something great in life because it's possible, as psychic exist too. I now aim to be the best son in the world but then I don't think I can make it because I don't Solat, hahaha, I wonder what to do, I'm happier now because my brother gave me money $200 now I have around $178 left and I'm happy about it. I really am surviving this tough life like this. It's like impossible that I can save up for Anbernic RG477V so I hope doctors remember and give me one as a gift, I don't know why in my memory appears like that but it kinda comforted me about how life going to be and it's not so bad in imagination then in reality it could be just a dream and doctors have no intention of gifting me RG477V. It is okay anyway because it's usually like that anyway.
I ate my medicine just now early around 6.50a.m but I'm okay about it, I really hope I will recover and my memories to come back, I am really thinking of my memories of what it should be like, I wonder why it's like that. It seems that I can't recall anything else like too bad for me. I now wonder if I actually wasted money buying the bicycle but it happened multiple times, I bought it so many times in the past then reselling to my neighbours then buy again, I wonder why schizophrenia makes my decision like that.
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