2 more days until Jobclub

My cleaning-training is close just 2 more days and I'm happy about it. My left eye is swollen I think it's the smoke that caused it as enters eyes I was thinking what is it.

I'm at Day 142 of outside ward on medication and + 48 = 190 days on medications. I'm really happy I got this far, then I only have 50 days to go then I'm around 2/3 phase done on medications. I have been smoothly on medications and only missing 1 day taken late when my mother went to Johor I think. I'm definitely doing well on medications.

My Simba Data usage now is 195mb/400gb, still feeling rich about it then I wonder how to make myself using it more, like I wonder of plans of night bicycle with adidas hoodie and fila jacket, what am I doing those night, how come Jobclub didn't occupy me or Popeyes?

Just now morning I ate prata cheese egg using voucher $2 adding $1 coin, and I feel satisfied about it. I really get to save as c.d.c voucher is here and I get to use the $5 later for chicken chop with tomato rice. I wonder if my father will take them out early, then I can't use my vouchers anymore, it's truly nice having it and the support from government is like a jackpot, they appear during moments of difficulties and I feel lucky about it.

I remember maybe it's after 2 days of jobclub then I will receive money, I really hope the stress and worry will be over soon and I gain peace from having money.

I really wrote about money too much and maybe gotten to become annoying, hahaha.

Today morning I did not dream or I forgot my dreams? I've been thinking of caring the small black snake that can be gotten from grasses in Singapore, I really not at luck yet about getting myself a black snake, I really want to care a snake I think I have ever told doctor about it last year. It would definitely be fun to have a pet snake that's not venomous, but I don't know maybe need a license for it.

Now at 37.5 years old, I still blog and think of my old age is it really okay, I really have nothing to do in life, nobody commented me anything and I feel bored I will blog then I feel bored as no responses about blog, maybe it's awkward to response even? Is everyone a worker type that reads?

I think like I'm going to have 9 readers this time, usually if my writings alot of paragraph it's 9 readers only hahaha. So bored have 2 hours left then chicken chop with tomato rice. Wonder what I should do maybe just learn Iqra in the morning. Maybe doing it for multiple times today, I really have nothing to do in life.