Left Eye Swell

Mata satu kecik satu besar, it itches Abit once it truly itch I guess I'm recovering my eyes.

I feel like cycling but I don't know where to maybe just park, then I may get tired to cycle became lazy. 2 more days my Jobclub I'm happy because the boring days are ending, tomorrow is the last day feeling so boring. I feel like I can remember Iqra just now then I did not read Iqra and fall asleep, I exercise my arms like making it go down and straight sideways continuously it makes my body feels good I just fall asleep after that. Later after this I'm going to read Iqra and hopefully I recognize it, I remember the difficult one Abit already my thinking of the tail length.

I ate chicken chop with tomato rice just now and bought 1.5L using c.d.c voucher topping up around $1.20 only, as worried money may finish it's like in my memory I will get money after 2 times going to jobclub from my nenek, aunt and uncle, or after jobclub entirely finish either 1, they're so cool I remember my nenek gemok ever telling me that she jage like a mother instead. Haha. I'm thinking of her ayam masak merah, then yesterday buying biryani masak merah like regret because it don't taste so good, $7 is okay by the quantity given.

I'm excited to wear the pants and Mario and R T-Shirt that I bought, including the shoes, for jobclub in 2 days time. I definitely must drink lesser water so I don't go to toilet a lot during jobclub. It's only 3 hours I hope I can handle it and maybe even fall asleep when back at home, hard thinking of home so soon when I haven't even gone to jobclub, it's because I feel happy like doctors really going to give me Anbernic RG477V and $50 each, then I survive this year just like that. If the talk of budget is in February, maybe there's really no money in February, life will become difficult for me.

The cig. stick is so short that it feels weird that smoking ended but I'm okay resting awhile and not smoking.

Today is Saturday and (S) at home still not contacting me, maybe she really will wait until I work at Popeyes like the plan in M.R.T? I wonder. Does she actually remember at all? It feels like I ever saw her at Woodlands M.R.T then she's actually attached already, when she's Innova Junior College, my memory is like that, then I lost memory, it's harsh to love someone that actually have no feelings towards me at all.