I truly feel like I don't need to write "Recovery feelings" anymore because I think it's the same everytime and depends on what I remember.
My Simba data usage is 0.98gb/400gb still the same as yesterday.
My brother gave me $1000 making me happy I hope I will save up and spend nicely using it, it reminds me how fast August $850 and December $600 finished, I totally forgot that G.S.T and Assurance Package was really After 6 month of year 2025, I really thought will get money again within the 6 months of 2026, that caused me spending quickly.
I really thought my mother messaged me about $10K in the past, then I feel like just forgetting about it, then remember Alisha was the one that said "after 6 months of medication", I really remembered late, I'm so unlucky even during medicine moment my recovery of getting a memory is a lie-information that I believed as something correct because it's my medication moments, I really don't know why it's like this, it's really suspenseful about money and people have earned alot and saved a lot became having nothing to worry about while I still struggle and because of schizophrenia that nobody help about money, it really feels like people help me though but I loss memory where the money was kept away or it was a dream, I really cannot remember it's this bad.
I'm also unlucky its Ramadan then remembering lies of a small girl causing me to became angry yesterday that I thought of creating tattoos during my getting of $144 in March, just losing experience of game console as something fine like a gangster would lose enjoyment in life because not a gamer, something like that. I don't know why 1 of my post as 0 viewer and reading through my blog main website I assume but I got lazy and let it be 0.
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