It's weird seeing sick people they in the flower kind of wear then singing "Chan Mali Chan", I feel like will I ever be like a retarded person like that? Why they became so weak until like that, maybe in their heart "buat Gini dapat balik cepat", I imagined just now about them, so funny.
It's weird how schizophrenia but I still have to work but I saw my salary for last month just now it's really $144 one day will be transferred to me, I don't know when is it though, it's really harsh to be earning so little and wishing for a good job then it's like a fix schedule of such thing happening, means I really visualize myself as having very little. I really want to go City Hall all that.
But I imagine my capability as so weak that I can't even get my soulmate so I'm happy if someone help me out by the true definition of "Help", it's hard to get the kind of help I seek especially matter of love, maybe people just lazy or just forget about it considering that I don't love as fact instead, it's hard but I have to live through such worry and experiencing a wait that's like no effort exist at all.
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