I have no guide to tell me my dream definitions, I'm sad like life became boring, Sakinah have occupied my doctors' life and time from me but I'm okay because it settles her psychologically, the love I intended was to be having psychological support that's why I really wanted to become a psychologist.
Really feeling like removing tattoo a faster way but I have no other way but wait for Ustaz, items making me wanting to buy packs or multiple pieces type that I want to work properly and even thinking of a way to hide tattoos so it's nice with what I wear, my tattoo is not fun to wear short sleeve as will pop-out Abit it makes me think of the past wanting it half-arm length then it didn't happen as too costly, then tattoo remained not finished and just removing will make it nice to wear any clothes. It sucks but just the feeling, the art is nice as fact but people don't usually see it as whole but just Abit pops out from sleeve. It's sad that I have to live my life like this, it's either adding or removing tattoo to be nice in any clothes I choose removing, I even imagined of drawing my own to connect the tattoo so it will become nicer if wear a short sleeve, then I just don't have the heart to make more tattoo, in I.M.H last year I imagined drawing a tattoo so it makes it nicer if wear clothes because currently it's just like tattoo tails at my arm. It sucks like this. I wonder why I have to wait until May so long to talk to Ustaz(I plan to msg him) about tattoo, my desire to remove tattoo was not achievable for so long I hope this time I'm successful. I wonder how long it will take me but I hope before 39 years old my tattoos are gone.
Good night I try sleep now, I will wonder why have viewers even at this hour.
Missing: Sakinah, Wahdiah and Shahridah.
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