Sucks my life people know I have schizophrenia and know the weakness is like that then it happened that I didn't get my profit. I still will regard him as a kafir in my heart even if he solat etc. 1 day. It's crazy the anger then I didn't lose memory now.
If I die I wouldnt get to revenge, I should become successful in something and keep appearing in his life 1 day, I hope I became like doctor says - the future president of Singapore, I really want to take my O-levels but doctor said that if I am still together with them actually I am Master Degree in Psychology? I really wonder if Alisha is the one that said this instead, I really had a bad life in the past, I know our business profits then I didn't get any money. So angry my friend is not my friend after all, I remembered after so long then wonder if he still reads me, such an asshole knowing my weakness to create memory loss.
I'm so unlucky in life I really hope it's a nice job I get this time, something that I would stay at, I really want to become a businessman again and promote the cleanliness like selling portable ashtray then sell fun stuff like drones and anbernic consoles. I really want to become a businessman I wonder how to talk to doctor that he will talk to me normally. I'm so unhappy I remembered about my business in the past. No wonder I kept finishing my money so fast, I was a businessman.
Life really sucks he probably don't check on my Facebook anymore, don't know why he's being an asshole secretly, the person that knows him is only Wahdiah and Zabid, I think it's too many years like over 20 years already, life really sucks, wonder why he became like that, no wonder I suddenly loss contact with him, I suddenly have no friends anymore I think. I used to go to his house to play counter-strike in the past at pasir ris I bicycle from my house to pasir ris from tampines. What a luck.
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