2 more days 3rd day of work!

Wow I'm really happy, the working feeling is real, but the money is big to just quit is like out of my mind, but I hope schizophrenia doesn't push me into quitting, it's really weird I don't know how doctor is true that I can work something like this for 5 days straight next week, he's absolutely not a liar, because last year he mentioned about the Good Friday, I hope my energy will always be nice for work, it's just maybe the sadness from using dirty shoes that de-energize me, but I think I will clean it on 9th April, as 8th April then I will get my shoes.

Now imagining Sakinah 3 days of off days then still not 1 day spent for me as today is Saturday, it's been so many years and so many Good Fridays too, I'm just bad luck but to imagine she don't read is too much for me to cope, would end up wanting her to read 600+ posts if she reads late, it's harsh but even my ex-primary schoolmates don't read, what are the chances that Sakinah will read?

I remember doctor ever told me that he would get my friends back into my life into my Facebook, I really would love such thing to happen. I remember about 3 months of work then I will work as a Nurse in I.M.H, does it mean I will remove my tattoo within this 3 months? It's so nice I really want to remove my tattoo as it's incomplete I don't feel good the tail exist like it still lingers in my mind. My Tattoo is Tribal on left arm and Tahiti on right arm, said as safe against secret society because doesn't represent a secret society's meaning.

I wonder if I really will become nurse by July, would doctor really hire me then my tattoos would be gone by then? The nurse job is so easy that even small size people work there, it would be nice earning money there, then close to doctor knowing my health if I can work or not, how come I don't have certificate and can become a nurse is like the job is also available at JOD, sometimes I.M.H hire people daily at there. I really hope they hire me somehow earlier then I hope I can do the job well too and learning psychology definitely my ambition in life to be mentally stronger while at a job status about it.