Thursday, April 9, 2026

2hours+ left to work

My O.T replied to my late getting of allowance and she double checking with other O.T. it's really harsh there's bazaar at woodlands then I don't get my money.

The energy of work is really dying and I wonder what I can do about it, the only thing to remember is it's only 6 hours, I wonder why the feeling to work isn't the same like when I work at Zagro, why there's a heavy weight feeling, is it because it's $1600/mth salary causing it? I really don't like feeling lazy and the work is nice, I really don't know why it's like this kind of heavy feelings.

Today my mother cook Sardine and Airfry chicken fingers, it's a nice combination of food today I'm so hungry, I'm worried as I haven't gone to shit yet, worry that I will stomach ache at workplace, it's really bad if it happens I really want to feel peacefully working. I don't understand why nobody msg me, my life is so heavy, it feels like I won't become a psychologist/psychiatrist if I quit this job, it's really madness the stress by receiving allowance late. I really don't know what to do, they are supposed to give me a lighter feelings in life but they are like this to me instead.

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