Yesterday I went out at 12p.m then reached at 12.45p.m too fast I guess to go out around 12.30p.m. I really don't know why I feel this way just 2nd day of work, maybe it's because of the ache in body, I really hope someone give me a better plan in life, but working is the only thing that makes me money, I think I only need to grow muscles at the needed parts of my body to be able to work properly.
I found out it's not robots that read me, because of having 27 and 17 viewers in my previous 2 post, I really wonder who is it they just kept me wondering. It became more than the usual 25 maximum and 17 is new number too. None is talking to me but knows that I will work later, the job is really picking up utensils and putting it at the side continuously, sometimes scrubbing the bowls too, still nobody pity me and think it's a nice job to earn money, but then it's a nice salary, I definitely not rejecting it, it's supposed to be $1400 but my O.T don't take agent money and I get $1600, it's fine I guess, I hope it's the same work today and I don't dirty my shoes, because I don't have any shoes for now.
Later I will work hard in my mind and hope I don't feel like fainting, I remember them abit in my mind but they don't remember I ever worked here before, it's odd but have to be this way, really they sound like don't know I have a medical status and it's like they're scripted is not energy of work, I wonder what doctors plan for me especially the hacker job I'm reaching 38 years old, the promised age of the hacker job, that's $50/$75 per hack, not about the $20K/mth yet, maybe it's by under 45 years old maybe? Really suddenly a lot of money for me is still something nice, hacking is addictive and like a hobby so it means I will enjoy my work well. It's just 8 mins to go to 12p.m then I'm going out around 12.30p.m as yesterday reaches too early 45 mins faster.
I hope someone contact me at work and I have nicer conversation on WhatsApp with somebody, don't know why people read silently instead of just chatting with me anyways.
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