I feel like stopping writing about data because it's never ending, it's meant to tell that I should have a life then I'm paying $10/mth for something that I have(400gb/mth) that I need to use means I need to go out a lot more and my parents need to give me money, then I am giving up already.
My total days I've worked is 5 days, and today will be the 6th day, it's the last day of the week and I will work on Saturday and Sunday, it's really a great feeling kind of off days on Friday and Monday, means it's 3/1 2/1 kind of life, it's cool to be working 3 days then off then 2 days then off, I really will enjoy this job alot. I hope today I am energized to work and have energy to work, it's really boring the ache is felt today morning but after drinking red bull, the pain had gone away, I really don't want to miss work and want to match words of doctor that I will work full month except PH and Off day, it's really heavy kind of feelings and I want to do well working here, it's collection of world war money anyway and I must do this properly.
I kept imagining Sakinah looking at me through the Police Cam like last year because of doctor's benefit like have access to watch through it, it's really boring she only watches me? I want to have a life, it feels like earning lesser is okay if the work is less tough, but it's only 6 hours per day, I really think I must keep working here and do well here, I remember it's difficult last year and I really don't want to quit this job, it's my favourite job I ever had, why would I quit?
I've spent lesser on cigarettes like $4.30 on storm king and it's been 2 days, maybe I shouldn't have smoked box cigarette and I would have saved more, doctor really must not hold my money anymore, why is it like this? Why am I continuing to work if I don't get my money?
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