World War Energy

As the talk about world war is closing because Russia hates America it seems like the talks like about Iran keeps stepping on Flag of America and Israel, then this time Russia keeps warning Donald Trump, it means like U.S.A will attack Russia 1 day then it's the World War, I think this way, they can't be provoked or expressed as hated. Due to this world war feeling, I feel we should be collecting money and I must work a lot to collect money first.

Even if in Times of Imam Mahdi the money will be stable, the times before it will be very difficult, then if I'm the right hand man of Imam Mahdi as said by psychiatrist/psychologist, it means the war is really close, and I'm turning 38, then it's 6 years to go to become the right hand man, but this is only based on judgement that the doctor is right about my future phone number(the one I'm using currently: 80244202) ever since I was around 17 years old. The war feeling is really close like we have to save a lot because just 1 path of Strait of Hormuz can cause oil prices in Asia to go up, means money is important and I have to keep working hard, it's harsh imagining no doctors confirmed with me that I will work full month except off day this month, the feelings really close too it's 6th, then my off day is 20th April, it's just 14 days left and I must cope this like a marathon, but its only 6 hours but maybe it's due to my sickness - schizophrenia and my PES E9L9 that I will experience a toughness one of a kind especially by voices of Alysha, it's like a weight I need to carry and go through even if the common sense is I will lose $200 my first month working, when it's becoming $1800/mth when I have been confirmed to be working here permanently.

I like how it's only 10.47a.m meaning I have 1hour+ left of rest before going to work, I'm really happy and energized of saving up "before world war" but I'm like abit late about it, because others would have saved more then I end up being supported if world war happens. I hope I become someone stronger but I really don't know how, it's really a weight I fear of carrying like too many sentences of Alysha that I thought as my own thoughts, then making me demoralized from working hard, I just have to believe psychic exist and psychic knows my money is blocked by reason of cigarette then I will get my Salary hopefully.

I don't know why nobody calls me when the heat is rising about world war, I'm left like this with my family as someone mentally sick, don't have anyone to save money together for the world war, it's really like a burden to others my schizophrenia and they somehow trying to treat me like someone not mentally sick, means I'm not carefully supported by extra money as initiative but like someone lazy to work = no money thing, it's really crazy I truly feel tortured and hard to rest my mind about this.

I hope if world war happens, Sakinah would already contact me but it's too much, it's most probably won't be so soon, then it means I can't get in touch with Sakinah yet.