Bicycle Out!

Wow finally it's been a long time, maybe months I haven't done this, I remembered about my old bicycle I bought then park at Vista Point, I think of taking it too, to break the bicycle lock, it is free then it means I will need space in my home to lock the bicycles, it's really bad but asset costs like $200+ then it's better to try take it back 1 day instead of letting it be there for a long time.

I went to NTUC to buy Chilli Sauce, Mayonnaise, Chilli Tuna and a Ribena(to hit the $10), it's really great feeling to be able to live normally again, it's difficult my life like I think I became heavy and lazy to go out, the voices are soft to nothing today, I am happy about it, it's just a scary feeling of "if it will get loud" etc., but I know if take medicine it won't become loud like a person talking, if I dont take medicine the voices can be thought of as someone talking, but then Alysha ever talk behind my door to fool me in my room, and talk outside my window too and wall, it's harsh but she's a little crazy+schizophernia I think, she should go through the detection of psychosis by blood test then doctor will know that she will experience psychosis(like after an attack she will lose memories), but I hope she just experience pain in her life. Its really harsh, doctor can know 2 years faster by blood samples I think, then I don't know why a criminal like her got away "with schizophrenia" as she is not penalized like girls' home or women's prison, or even pay me penalty money, it's unfair she isn't diagnosed with schizophrenia but her memory loss only happens during her attacks, because she can study in University means she can still score and remember in exams, I hope she just experience the heat anyway, then she will thought hell on earth actually exist then she knows what I feel, it's just too unbelievable everyone feeling normal while I feel hot like hell, it's like an unfair heat to my body. I really thought the Sun was doing it to me but then lately Singapore weather really talks about hotness that happens in Singapore.