Thursday, May 21, 2026

Day 280 out of ward(328 on medications)

Today I feel higher peace, it started at 2.30a.m, im suddenly higher peace, I don't know how long it will last, I hope it's my recovery that happened.

Morning I woke up around 7.20a.m then I go down to buy redbull and smoke 1 roll of 2 pieces paper storm king tobacco, it was great the peaceful feeling still exist, then added calmness from storm king. I really think I am recovering. There's 10 more days left until June, the start of a new month is near to close the gap from August.

I'm really happy with this new feelings, I hope it lasts long, my mind is at peace like a lot of pain suddenly gone from my heart, mind and body. I want to shower now and continue this TikTok and Facebook browsing lifestyle later. Today is another bit of stress about litterbug hunters so I hope she don't appear again today, next week is another phase to go through then it will be the end as I imagine it's her off day or shift work at other location this week, then next week if Woodlands again, I'm definitely deadmeat. Sad but I hope doctors help me out.

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