Friday, May 15, 2026

Day 274 out of ward(322 on medications)

Took my medicine early in the morning, still stress about door knocks, hopefully it doesn't happen and I'm peaceful for the rest of the year, it's the only hope I wish for.

Just now I dream of sendok nasi as metal, tennis or badminton racket, shop named as "X", complicated walking path etc. a lot more but I don't remember. I don't know what it all means too. I also dreamt about Dajjal and Vegetables that can stand and talk to tell if Dajjal is around, the Vegetables will play music to indicate Dajjal is around. I walk at a bridge then it's like a playground, lighter dropped at level 1 then I fear of taking it, so a fatguy behind me asked me why and took my lighter for me, I fear that Dajjal maybe "at level 1 of playground", I feel like a kid in the dream, in the dream Sakinah was behind me behind the fatguy.
I dream of a giant snake that moves to places so quickly, a dinosaur version of anaconda. It was a scary dream I wonder if dream of snake usually about marriage, what does this mean then? It's so big like a cruise ship size mrt train.

I realized nobody uncover my dream meaning for me, except remembering promise of doctor to let me read a book of dream meaning, then I think it could be a dream instead, it's really sad my memories not so powerful. Don't know why I tell my dreams, no conversation with any reader too.

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