Tuesday, May 19, 2026

Day 278 out of ward(326 on medications)

Woke up at 7a.m today, dreamt about a man daring another man to burn his hair after pouring petrol on ownself, then he got burnt and the man tried to run away on like an F1 Car. I also dream of a house that's like a circle and I wanted to live/migrate there during the same dream, the elevator is so big and one moves like a horizontal escalator, then it was flood in an area and I almost get hit by a lorry that's trapped in the flood, the wave caused the lorry to crash around and people were laughing at me "for wanting to buy a house there" where it's hard to live because of the flood. The house is so high in the sky because of the escalator and elevator, it's like a circle island.

Today i ate my medicine 7+a.m, then went down to buy redbull and smoke 2 rolls of cigarettes that each are 2 pieces of paper long. There was no nostalgic feeling so I am sad about it, I imagine myself surviving until August in the elevator because June is C.D.C Voucher.

I wanted to ask the shop about lecture pad price I check is only around $1+ on TikTok, as I plan to study English essay to improve my vocabularies, I really don't know when it will happen but I hope it happens next month.

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