She definitely daring to talk on public videos, even wrote about sex, she's so young and schizophrenic and made to consume so many medicine but then she remembers she have schizophrenia, when I was her age, I only remember being warded into I.M.H, I thought I was enrolled into a cybergames to do a medical check-up and rest in ward, it's really crazy. It's lucky how her life so young and still remember, I didn't even survive in sec 3, she survived until taking O level now.
After she skip 1 week of her medication, no paramedic took her back into ward, but she's in school anyway, why they don't mind she don't score in exam? I think she's the same situation as me always yearly being warded, I am not even sure if she's really O level or a private O level, haha. But the point is I met another schizophrenic that feels warded life is like torture. Nobody can evade the forced-treatment, she tried hard to talk like saying she hear no voices anything, but it only reminds me of myself, I tried all that but still was warded, it's really bad, nobody really cares about me.
I wonder how she also feel like becoming a psychiatrist, if it's really the same madness or cure-feelings, I really don't know, I thought I will become psychologically stable if I learn psychology, I want to be more mentally stable and judged as someone with a good mind, she have more 1000views I think then it's quite crazy, I think doctors read her and just ignore her somehow, it's weird why they ignore someone she obviously wants someone to help her, reminded me of myself again, my crying heart always seeks help but I don't get it.
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