Uneasy feelings

I really don't know what to do but to rush at door if it gets knocked again, I watch video about Ustaz Harun saying "jangan menghalang orang buat kebaikan" it means nobody gonna stop for me the person that's knocking at my door if it's about tobacco plastic, it's really sad and I want it to just be over and live my own life again. It's a panic like tomorrow is Friday if I don't open door my father is off day then see the police he will think what then become scolding me instead, it's really sad my life full of torture even if a schizophrenic, but it's something excusable, then they are just like this to me causing panic and loss of peace into my life. I don't know how quick it will be but I just want it over and done, it's really crazy just a piece of plastic they have to tegur until police to knock door, fingerprint check on the plastic, it's really sad the Singapore Law hunt people down like this, it's not peaceful at all, people have reason for throwing because of panic feelings then they don't just excuse 1 piece of plastic.

I hope someone in Law would help me about this, like not to cause panic as the thrower maybe counts by own self already to not throw plastic, it's really harsh kind of life this way.