New Energy

I don't know how I can do it in this life, maybe 38 years old is really the end of the smoking nonsense, this song really energizes me to maybe just try to study anyway, it's not that I don't want to, I just need to live up a nostalgic feeling, it's too boring my life, I wonder how it can happen, definitely going back to school again then nostalgia will happen. This song is really nice.

Hopeful that the knocks on doors are just voices and sounds that I hear because when I open the door there's nobody, twice too, it's really hard my life then if this happens it's not a nice flow to my future happiness at 38 years old doctor said, I know after June, I wait for August to buy essay books to improve my English language, then Malay to just read Berita Harian daily, I downloaded the App on my phone. It's really not a nice feeling thinking of smoking panic, then I feel the kick-off about addiction as I smoke too little daily, maybe it will happen smoothly this time, like I can quit, it's since morning I don't smoke, hoping it's my last one and praying in my heart it is, life is just too difficult and stressful, voices of Alysha still lives on to attack my life even if shes not around, my unluckiness is too much swallowing of what she said, it's really madness she don't care about me losing memory or angry at all at any time she attacks, it's really sadness that she caused into my life.

I hope she had enough and stop forever since I remembered about telling her that Satan maybe copied what she said and speak to me the same, but I don't believe I can hear voices of Satan, it's just harsh my life.