So secretive

I don't understand how if doctor knew my 2nd sister will work at Yellow Ribbon Industries, then he said I will become President of Singapore/MUIS instead then it became hard to believe, why he speaks the truth then he lied?

I remembered that he said my 2nd sister will lose memory of her husband then talk to her ex-husband like her only husband, then halau her current husband from her house. The symptom of schizophrenia. Doctor said that he will be around on that day then how come her ex-husband will be there anyway? What if this is just another story of doctor like he said I will become President?

I don't understand how people become psychic, first they learn psychology then suddenly psychic? It really makes me want to become psychic if just as easy as that, then I feel like it's impossible that I will become someone smart, because up till now the only best job is only dishwasher, something that I stayed at for the most time or tries, my life really became an unhappy person instead.

Doctor is weird, he still spoke the truth about the song to appear in my life 1 day and about rap music with complicated words will appear making me feel like wanting to study hard for O level next year, will I really study hard at all? I thought the songs just appear as a random video to my eyes but then it's actually becoming popular on Facebook as well, means it's a popularizing song instead of my thoughts. Doctor seem to know first again then I thought. What's the "P" job that I will stay at and work at 1 day? If it's not Popeyes then what is it? Is it Pee? Means I become a toilet cleaner?

Whatever it is I hope my 2nd sister just becomes loyal to 1 man, when her day of schizophrenia happens, I think she will immediately want to sue Alysha for the pain Alysha created to me, but I don't know, because she will memory loss and then her mind will become to thinking her ex-husband as her husband instead, but doctor ever said he will be around on that day, means doctor really knew first again, I am surprised how psychic know stuff then can even lie about me becoming a President.

Even if it like make sense due to my wish to score well and it ever happened that I score all 100% for 6 months, then becoming President is too much, including my plan to learn about Islam in some years from now, to become President of MUIS is also too much, why doctor lied too much to me then?

I just will have to wait for the "P" job story of doctor, whatever it is, I hope I get a job soon that I can stay at for the rest of this year, because if I'm really focusing on medications, it really means it becomes August then I will have money to buy O level stuff, it's not too late hopefully, 4 months from 8 then it's O level.