My mind feels peaceful about the voices as I hear none just now, it's really a happy feeling, I wonder what my schizophrenic neighbours been hearing though, how they got into a peaceful life taking medicine everyday are not frustrating to them? It's about 4 hours left for me to take medicine later I really hope I would be cured this year like the feeling just now so peaceful from the voices.
Anhedonia is bad it's been almost 1 year and nobody cares about me having it, doctors feels that the medicines are enough while I think the medicine lack something to counter the anhedonia, they just feel it as enough for me - now the schedule for anhedonia-type feelings is up to 31st August and I began hoping they change my medicine again, it's been in my mind over and over again and I wonder when will it happen.
Just now I downloaded games like for M.A.M.E, Mario Tennis for WiiU etc. I tried downloading Mario Kart 8 and it kept "Failing" it's really crazy I can't do anything about it. It's really a lot of games downloaded and I'm happy and satisfied about it. I remembered about Club Heal will have a game corner 1 day then Dr. Radhiah ever said I will play games with Ticklist of "Games Completed" to note of games that I have done, I will spend my time a lot at Club Heal 1 day I think that's what Dr. Radhiah said about what psychic said about me. I'm happy if it's true like I will become a better man somehow 1 day. Then I will also read the book "Surat Cinta Dari Allah" as to improve my Malay language for O level. I hope I do well too if it's true I'm becoming psychologist, why doctors as psychic don't reward me first about it? Hahahaha. I really want some gifts like my own laptop, it's really a bad life experience having nothing.
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