Sunday, June 7, 2026

Day 297 out if ward(345 on medications)

Life's normal, today I dreamt about Dajjal, Firaun, Magneto then a lot of girls in walls under pathway etc., in the dream I am right hand man of Firaun and Magneto. In the dream I fly with Firaun to the left and right of an area to confirm that Firaun is not right eye blind and kafir on forehead(did not become Dajjal and to show off to others).
In the dream Buzz Lightyear came to rescue me and it's all technological dream.

Then another dream I dream of 2 Police behind me and I dreamt of "Tampines Primary School" taking medications in a place. In the dream I have difficulty opening the gates and door to enter.

Today I take medicine like normal around 7.30a.m and tomorrow is my injection. I feel like smoking today then I don't know if I should, I just want to feel better then it's okay if Club Heal don't help me anyway because in the end it's like sponsoring me cigarette money if they help me, but still I would survive in life like getting to taste better food in life. I give up anyway about Club Heal. Maybe I'm in illusion of the help due to the voices of Alysha talking of Club Heal. Lol. I'm so bad luck in my life.

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