Day 305 out of ward(353 on medications)

Today woke up at 8.15a.m like that to take medicine, late abit about medicine but if at ward I think it's not late at all 8.30a.m the medicine last timing before breakfast.

I keep seeing like maybe hallucination of seeing things because of lack of cigarette, but just being hopeful Club Heal reads and will help me I really just have to stop smoking this time as it's new Pokemon biz at shop anyway, to feel life like a lot of new things happening and a new life.

There's an estimation like a help from Club Heal counsellor but something I'm not sure about like "if psychic will really be helpful", so I really don't know if counsellor will appear and help me out, just remaining clueless about things or the way they help people.

It's really heavy morning I really don't know what I wrote if it's confusing or not, just updating my life on blog that's all.